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Oct. 3rd, 2009 @ 03:33 pm Man I love being a geek...comics and costumes
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Sting's WCW crow theme
First off, I'm home for the weekend and it is great to see my family really excited about me being home. Makes me feel closer to them. I wish I had more money but I'm decently happy right now.

Anyway, one of the comic shops in town I go to has a temporary second setup in the mall I work at for the holiday season. Nice store, I really like it and tho I don't go to them as my main comic source, they have been my main source of back issues and toys and I saw some old toys and comics that made me squeel.

ALL HAIL THE DOLLAR BACK ISSUES!!

I guess he had overstock of some stuff and while some of the stuff was actually worth a buck, I found figgin' gems man. The issue of Batman where Bane breaks his back near mint for a buck. Cable # 1 for a buck written by Fabian Nicieza who later did one of my favorite books, Cable & Deadpool. OMG Old comics from my childhood rock! I mean when we were all really little some books were written in a very 'pre school' manner, like when Superman tells you in his dialogue how he is gonna throw a rock at you. But there are still really great gems out there like the original New Teen Titans "The Terror of Trigon" or "The Judas Contract." Tho they were written in this style of writing they were still great stories that were ahead of their time and in the end, that writer (Marv Wolfman) always adapted his writing style to fit the times. He is still writing today and his style evolved so much that it is readable by today's standards.

So yeah some of the old school books from my childhood read really 'campy' and sometimes 'bad,' but even tho that doesn't make them any less good due to the time period, there are some books that are timeLESS. We all knos how ahead of it's time The Dark Knight Returns was in 85. Same with Watchmen, Sane with Morrison's Animal Man (back when Morrison was still amazing and not doped up on something.) But I bought some of those great books from when I was a kid and just marveled at everything good and bad. Some of the books that were timeLESS even had art that, tho it seemed to stand up to today's standards, they had 90isms like in comics in the 90s, it was all about attitude. The bigger Cable's gun was the better it was. The pages were so awesome and yet ridiculous. Anyone remember the first issue and the goatee he had. Back then they even made every number say it was a 'collector's item.' They gave all special covers and a billion variants. I cannot WAIT to get more old comics and just go to town. I am such a great fan of what is happening right now in DC and Marvel but man I love looking back. I mean good lord Batman had his climatic fight with Bane almost 20 years ago. HOW OLD ARE WE RIGHT? LOL

Now with feeling the geek vibe I do long to get back into the realm of cosplay. But while I'm still not sure if I have the patience, money and time to get back into it, and while I'm not sure if I wanna still do the anime cons for the simple atmosphere or just stick with the comicons like I have been doing, I do have some ideas.

See, I made my costumes here and there but I'm not in it for accuracy or anything like that, I just wanna dress up. Aya may one day return and I love how my friends made some parts of the S mart Ash uniform and I made the smock. I was really proud of the little things. I mean that costume wasn't too hard but it was mine. I'm gonna bring that back too maybe with a chainsaw this time but I was inspired for two years in a row when I went to comicon. I found a Smallville Green Arrow outfit and I want it bad. I mean if I wanted to dye my hair I could, but since the outfit has the hood I could really just put the hood over and it wouldn't matter. I love the outfit and would love to wear it to a con one day.

Another one I wanna do, which is a little silly probably by some standards but we're already talking about dressing up as characters so I may as well go the distance. I wanna dress as the Icon Sting...

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...No! not the singer! the wrestler (who interestingly enough actually has the rights to the name) Sting has always been my hero from when I was a kid all the way until now. With him possibly retiring this year at TNA wrestling's Bound for Glory ppv, he will be going out on a high note as one of the greats and one of the few wrestlers who is in as good a shape as he is with as little injury. W@ell I kinda wanna honor him and dress up as him to a con. Only thing is, tho I have a Sting mask, I would rather go the traditional Sting route and wear face paint. For those who don't know, the Stinger wears face paint covering his whole face. The design is similar to that of the crow so this could be fun. I wanna do actual face paint because, unlike a mask we can get all the facial expressions. This would be very difficult because of the application of said paint, I would have to be good at the designs and I would have to keep the paint off my clothes. Also, which era Sting do I do? Obviously I don't have the physique to do old school beach blond Sting and I'm doing a 'crow' era one but do I do his silent strong WCW days, his later WCW days? Those could tecnically merge. For outfit and trenchcoat what about the TNA age? He has worn so many designs of trenchcoat and trunks over the years I dunno which one I would do. It is kind of a dream of mine and I had a silly skit to go along with it that I might add sometime and no one would EVER let me do lol but in the end Green Arrow is prolly a definite. Sting I would really like to try but that may take a lot of patience. I'm still seriously considering it tho. It might just be SHOWTIME FOLKS!!!
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Oct. 2nd, 2009 @ 03:04 am Is it bad that...
I'm in a library and I'm SUPPOSED to be working on a resume but I just wanna sit here and goof off for as long as possible? Working on a resume feels like homework and I've been out of college for like a year....ARRRAGGH!!!
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Oct. 1st, 2009 @ 03:33 pm I've been away for so long
In the end I dunno if I have ever HAD anything interesting to say but a lot has changed about me since I really posted anything of worth.

I've been with my girlfriend Cait for going on 3 years now. We've moved out of our respective folks' houses and have moved to Colonie in a really cute, two floor house. The neighborhood is a really nice "Leave it to Beaver" style area. We've moved in with a good friend of ours and the rent is really cheap with everything included. AND there is a bar downstairs!! Friggin' awesome! We're still sorting through our stuff here and back at our parents places despite being here like 3 months. Made some really nice book shelves and all my graphics a9re now sitting up there. Wonder where my action figures will go :) I'm right now a manager where i work, which is nice despite having to bust my butt but in the end I kind of know that I could do this stuff standing on my head so I just do what I have to for now.

Took the State Exam a few months back, did really well and now I'm going through some positions that have opened so tho life is hard and filled with hot dog, ramen and mac and cheese dinners, life is all in all pretty good.

I really don't freak as much as I did when I was with my parents. Leaving has been good for both of us and it is so much better when we see each other when I come home for the weekends. I miss them and I REALLY miss my dog. Wish I could see her more. I'll have to work on it.

Still obviously just as much as a geek as ever. I'm getting ready to check out the big apple con in a few weeks with my roommate. He's met a ton of celebs and gotten a lot of autographs and his photo with a bunch of them. Hell, some of them he's hung out with. He got drunk with Dante from 'Clerks.' LOL

I'm getting up there with celebs I've met. It's becoming a cool hobby getting autographs and everything. I'm hoping to score a Thomas Jane (the Punisher) autograph at big apple con. Anyway I'm gonna try to update here and Deviantart a bit more now that I have time and peace of mind.
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Oct. 1st, 2009 @ 02:33 pm BURN LIKE MY POWER!!! SINESTRO'S MIGHT!!!
Current Mood: silly
ABOUT! FRIGGIN' TIME! I! GOT! A! USERPIC! XD
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Jun. 13th, 2009 @ 11:01 pm Good news for old school anime fans
Current Mood: hyper
http://www4.funimation.com/video/?
www.crunchyroll.com

Update: So I did some more digging and what crunchyroll.com is, is a legal fansub website. Sounds a bit odd. But I guess the deal Funimation made was that they could post fansubs on their site of the shows I mentioned before. The shows can be sold on Amazon but as fansubs.

And Crunchyroll is hosts fansubs and it is somehow legal.

Not sure how this works but the bottom line is that Funi DOES NOT actually have the real RIGHTS to the shows, just the rights by Toei to show them.

Here is hoping this means they bring the shows over here on dvd.

As you are probably well aware of by now, I really have no time or patience to update with a real journal entry with anything substantial. However I did notice many people haven't really noticed this or rather, haven't known to even look.

As you all know I LOVE old school anime. For me, (tho this makes me sound old I'm really younger than half the stuff I consider to be 'old school' ) the older stuff is, at times simpler and while we all have our definitions of what 'old school' is, (a big part of that definition is simply what you watched 'back in the day,' what got you into anime in the first place.) for me, while simply the stuff I watched when I was younger counts, quite frankly I just like older stuff, older than me even. It felt like stuff that had more talent and better story and writing than some of todays pieces. Hand drawn (while there are many pieces done like that today, my favorite older stuff sometimes were series that animated certain kinds of scenes that now, new pieces would just skip the scene or maybe even change it all together because it was easier.)

I want gritty but beautiful animation; not perfect because of the degradation loss due to the test of time; a story that could make you TELL these guys wanted this industry to move and wanted their story told; art and writing that could make you think these guys drew this like they thought they only had one chance to tell this story, so they would make it work right, now.

I wanna laugh at the same jokes these artists and creators laughed at in these series, I wanna cry with them, I wanna be on the edge of my seat, wondering if my favorite characters are going to be ok.

Sometimes, (and I don't mean this for all of the new series, I really don't) I feel some of the newer stuff is very packaged and about making money. This is a brilliant stand point. I mean it, as a business major and someone who loved this stuff back in the day, this is the 'way of the beast' so to speak. It evolved and grew and grew and it is now with the popularity growing and anime having been accepted as an art form that it is also a money making powerhouse. So much so that so much has saturated the market and for someone like me who is not looking for a lot, I have to search through the 'muck' to get to the 'gold.'

I don't even consider it 'anime' at that point. I consider it 'that show I liked.' Subtitled of course, but still 'that show I liked.' Sure I still watch everything I have ever owned. I'm not necessarily 'out' of anime. But before I bought 'Gurren Lagann' last year, I hadn't bought an 'anime' series in a few years. I was simply happy just rewatching my previously owned stuff; newer or older. But again, it is then simply 'That show I like.'

Now I'm sure it was always about money and one can argue that many of these new artists and directors are just that and want to also share a vision but that is not the point of my ramble.

BACK ON TOPIC! XD

Look, to each their own, like what you like and rejoice in it, but me I like my beer cold, my comics DC and my anime LEIJI FREAKING MATSUMOTO!

Space Pirate Captain Harlock
Galaxy Express 999
Queen Emeraldas
Interstella 5555
Galaxy Railways
Arcadia of my Youth
Gun Frontier
Cosmo Warrior Zero
Space Symphoney Maetel
Maetel Legend

Yes, I'm a dork but those are just some of his works.

Many of you may not know who he is but he is one of the pioneers of the anime industry and we wouldn't have some of the greatest and even worst anime of today without pioneers like him and directors like Rin Taro and Miyazaki, etc.

Bottom line: I have gotten mostly everything Matsumoto has had out over here. It's kind of a mix and match at times; timelines converging in different areas but essentially, his works are all in the same universe. Myself and many other old school fans have had to suffer through old bootlegged, fansubbed VHS tapes from YEARS back, trying to see through the 12th generation copies with faded subs because no one had been able to get dvd quality copies and worse yet, it wasn't as in as high a demand because maybe it wasn't pretty enough because it was all hand drawn and we have digital this and computers that. ("Well...back in my day...uphill...with no shoes..."lol)

Well some of the old school fans had spoken, dvd quality copies did get out there and some new, AMAZING fansubs were created. Many of which you can see on Youtube.

But, that wasn't enough. Certain series were incredibly long (most notably the 'Galaxy Express 999' television series which is 113 episodes.) and we could only get even bootleg dvds up to about episode 30 or so, even for the fansubbers it was hard.

Well, back in April, Funimation had made several deals with certain websites and companies, most notably Toei animation, and has aquired copies of such great works as Leiji Matsumoto's 'Captain Harlock' 1978 television series, his 'Galaxy Express 999' 1978 tv series, and they have also gotten a hold of some great series in their own right like 'Fist of the North Star, and 'Slam Dunk.'

Well I was on Amazon not too long ago and I tried searching for a copy of the GE 999 movie (Viz has lost the rights to the movies so PLEASE Funi, pick that up as well) just for fun to see if there were any legit dvd copies on amazon. (I, myself already had aquired the films on dvd I just wanted to see if anyone could get them up there) Well, what do I find on Amazon but that the GE 999 TV series is up there for download for your Ipod. THE WHOLE FREAKING thing!

Then I find that if you go to their website funimation.com you can click a link to their list of shows and you can stream all of these classic series for free.

Then I found the website crunchyroll.com who had a deal with Funi and are doing that same thing there.

SO WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS JOURNAL?!

Old school, new school, it don't matter. PLEASE SUPPORT THIS! Go, watch to your hearts content. Don't deprive yourselves of Space odysseys like Galaxy Express 999 or Captain Harlock, the in your face action of Fist of the North Star and the edge of your seat rollercoaster ride that is Slam Dunk.

My greatest wish is that these go well enough that they eventually get released on DVD. If they weren't, tho I would understand as they may not be as popular and 'shiny' as some of the newer pieces, I would be disappointed and maybe even feel like I was slapped in the face that I came so close to owning these pieces that before I was lucky to get maybe 20 episodes on an old 12 gen VHS fansub tape. T_T


Ummm...if it helps there is alot of new stuff on these sites too? ^_^; Code Geass and the new Naruto just to name a few.


This has been my rant. If you disagree, no disrespect but I don't really care, it's my page and I just wanted to post my two cents and maybe spread some awareness. If this gets any of you interested, then I did indeed succeed.

Thanks.
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Nov. 3rd, 2008 @ 10:57 am I MET BRUCE FUCKING CAMPBELL! BOOMSTICK BITCHES! XD
http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e321/tjats/mattAndBruceSmall.jpg

THIS IS NOT A HOAX! This IS me with the man himself. OMG I SPOKE TO BRUCE CAMPBELL! The story behind this is that Jim and myself went to see Bruce's new film: "My Name is Bruce" this weekend in NYC. Bruce was there to do an intro and then have a spirited Q & A afterwards. Well, the day was full of close calls and Jim and I knew it was all happening for a reason. The only seats left in the theater were right up front, which I had no problem with if it meant meeting Bruce.

When he was doing the Q & A session, I was right in front of him and raised my hand and he was like "Oh, hey! Shop Smart shop S mart we have an Ash here, c'mon get up here so everyone can see you."

He proceeded then to get me up in front of like 400 people and he interviewed me, asked me my name and then proceeded in good fun to make fun of the fact that my metal hand was totally in accurate and was nothing like Ash's metal hand.

I told him I didn't 'shop smart,' I shopped online and then added he should make Ash hands to sell, to which he replied: "Yeah, we'll get right on that."

I then asked my question, which was something like "what was your favorite piece of Bruce related merchandise?"

This photo is essentially Bruce looking at my hand and giving a look of "WTF is this?!"

One of the greatest moments of my life. I met one of my idols. I don't ever do anything half assed. I use my whole ass XD

BEST! HALLOWEEN! EVER!

HAIL TO THE KING!
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Oct. 28th, 2008 @ 12:33 pm BRUCE CAMPBELL BITCHES!
I'm gearing up for this saturday to see "My name is Bruce" and meet the man himself. http://www.bruce-campbell.com/pilot.asp I'm going to the 7:20 showing if any of my NYC homies wanna meet up. I'll be decked out in my S-Mart gear. Shame I couldn't actually have done it on Halloween. Bet that crowd will be amazing and Campbell costumerific XD
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May. 16th, 2008 @ 05:50 pm Hide Memorial Summit
The Hide Memorial Summit was on youtube. So just in case you didn't see my posting on facebook...

I have watched the whole thing but

X Japan + Luna Sea + TM Revolution + MUCC + Dir En Grey + D'espairs Ray + Yoshiki ON GUITAR!!! + singing "X" = I need a new pair of pants XD

Definitely if you can watch the whole Hide Summit (unless you have already but this performance rocks!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61MvPDpicXA&fmt=6 Part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFXfSLUB7J8&fmt=6 Part 2

Ahhhh GIANT DRUNK X PLUSHIES!! I WANT ONE XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzv7RbittNk&fmt=6
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Apr. 16th, 2008 @ 01:03 pm These things are silly XD

My Personality
Neuroticism
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Extraversion
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Openness to Experience
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Agreeableness
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Conscientiousness
75
You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice, however you feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions.

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Apr. 3rd, 2008 @ 10:08 am X To play the Garden!!!!
http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2008-04-03/x-japan-to-play-nyc-madison-square-garden-this-fall

Ok so there is a rumor that they will be playing the US in August which MIGHT (tho prolly slim chance) be playing Otakon and Yoshiki has said he LOOOOVES OTAKON.

However, if they end up not playing ota and if there are no VAs that I wanna see, I'm skipping ota for this concert. I mean shit if it were any other time before october of last year and you said X was getting back together, you would be either laughed at or punched in the face because X was NEVER getting back together and if they play in the US, this is the chance of a lifetime for me as a fan. I may never get this chance again. So I gots ta do it.
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Apr. 1st, 2008 @ 09:24 am Otakon documentary parts 1 and 2, Space Ghost, I SING TRANSFORMERS!!! XD
Just an update of the links in case you hadn't seen them yet and I fugured AB is over so I'll just post the links without all my useless ranting. Near the bottom is the link to part 2 of Jim's Otakon 2006 documentary.

Otakon Doucmentary part 1
http://youtube.com/watch?v=98K5QGLIxMs It's interesting seeing yourself in a different light. Man Jim got everyone in here.

Otakon Documentary part 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=L9iINPhvbio
The triumphant return of SPAAAAAAAACE GHOOOOOST!! Hopefully leading up to the hilarious climax entitled "Ghost meets car!" Yes this was THAT con! XD

I sing Transformers with Optimus Prime's head
http://youtube.com/watch?v=czen4HPbBiU
If it weren't apparent before, I am officially an idiot XD


DEAD FANTASY I
http://www.gametrailers.com/player/26450.html

This is amazing so if you haven't seen it yet, definitely stop and sit a spell and check this out. Part two is coming up and two actually debuted at AnimeBoston this year. The crowd when we saw it was fuckin' off the hook.

DEAD FANTASY II
http://www.gametrailers.com/player/32364.html

And this is the amazing part two. AB congoers were screaming like crazy for this one. Part one was great but this makes it look like a pile of puke XD

oh and the tetris ninjas came back. What til you see this http://youtube.com/watch?v=REhW5CTAVdo
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Mar. 26th, 2008 @ 12:53 pm LineCon 2008
Ok so now that I'm able to update I will explain the wonderful 'fun' that was "Linecon 2008."

I'll have pictures up soon.

Basically AB fucked up, they knew they fucked up and on their forums they even apologized about their fucking up. The Pre Registration lines were considered to be "Purgatory" and the Registration lines were considered "Hell."

Basically, Will and myself were in line for about four and a half hours and by the time we got in, there was no point in cosplaying friday night as we had alot events each of us wanted to get to.

All the other years I have gone I ended up just registering at the door and though it still took like 2 and a half to 3 hours it wasn't that bad. I mean it had to be expected from a registration at the door line.

Well it got so packed either due to springbreak for college kids or Easter break for highschool kids that at one point the door reg line folks were denied until the next day.

Now I'm aware that for us folks who normally do it at the con that there should be no promise that you WILL get in. But Can you imagine the folks who only were going for certain events on friday who DIDN'T make it in? What if they came a long way and in the end they just ended up staying in their hotel room that night? What if they were kids? I do NOT want to imagine what was going through the minds of many a parent if they stayed in that line so long and were denied access.

The problem was frankly, Easter. We had folks who either wanted to come friday or saturday or both and because of that the con itself was packed past capacity.

So I didn't really get to do HALF the stuff I wanted to, but I was pretty chill about it actually. I mean you can't let this stuff get to you. Once you survive a line experience like that nothing really gets to you. Folks were walking around with signs that said "I survived LineCon 2008"


My roomies were so kickass and hospitable and we got drunk like every night, it was great. Goki showed up surprisingly but in the end I figured somehow he wouldn't let his 'fans' down and he would show up at the last minute. LOL

I also felt better about the 'injustices' AB dealt us with when Goki and I snuck in a few people who didn't get to reg. Fuck AB this was a travesty and I don't care who sees this YES I SNUCK PEOPLE IN CAUSE SECURITY WAS DUMB AS FUCK!!!!

The raves were still so much fun and Greg Ayres is still the man. In the end though I think someone bitched because it didn't go until 4 or 5 like it usually does, it went til only 2.

WTF was that?! I mean it only starts to get good at 2. This WASN'T A GEEK DANCE all those other years you anime geek losers, this IS A RAVE!!! I have a feeling the anime geeks felt left out because all the previous years it was pretty much a legit rave and was past their bedtime and it was all actual techno and rave music and not their precious anime tunes.

Sorry I'm still a fan I guess but after seeing some of the folks at this thing....well they were the stereotyped whiny, anime nerds.

And I will say this to the Heavens....there needs to be a sign on the door to the rave


"NO FAT CHICKS!!!"

I have spoken

Anyway all my other hardcore rave buddies were there and it was so much fun. Greg had a new song that hadn't been heard anywhere else and it turned out to be an X Japan remix so Goki and me and our roomies were jumpin' for joy.

Dan looked like the terminator in the crowd just hanging out, drinking and looking menacing ROTFL

The Pillows rocked Saturday and we got to see the World premiere of Dead Fantasy II which I have a link to down below.

I don't feel as saddened after leaving because it didn't really feel like the usual AB. Hell it didn't even feel like the usual con experience due to the lines. The lines were so long to get into anything I was like "screw it!" Will said it best himself, AB is having growing pains. Folks came here because it wasn't otakon and now this is getting to be otakon sized. "Where will we go now?" I suppose is the best question to ask.

I at the very least was satisfied to see my friends. Even if it was only for five minutes (Carly I swear at at least ONE of these cons we will hang T_T) I got to hang with Kittie and Sam who I hadn't seen in two years and if I had any regret it was not getting to say goodbye as usual but hey, it all happens so fast sometimes you can't control it.

So to all my rave buddies, my drinking buddies, my cosplay buddies I hope to see you all really soon. As for next year though, even if AB said they won't be doing it this way again I may be unable to go as I may have already been on a trip abroad with Cait and I won't be able to take the time off.

Though in the end I'm getting older and I wonder how many of these things I will be able to go to the way I do now.

One last tidbit; I managed to grab myself a reissue Japanese version classic Starscream. I almost want another one now because I dare not take it out of the package. And you wouldn't believe how many people were in X Japan shirts over the weekend and how much easier it was to get X stuff now that they are back together. I actually managed to grab a magazine about their return and a "Best of" album.

Next up: NYC Comicon

Narina I hope you come and Carly if you do manage to make it we will so hang out.

DEAD FANTASY I
http://www.gametrailers.com/player/26450.html

This is amazing so if you haven't seen it yet, definitely stop and sit a spell and check this out. Part two is coming up and two actually debuted at AnimeBoston this year. The crowd when we saw it was fuckin' off the hook.

DEAD FANTASY II
http://www.gametrailers.com/player/32364.html

And this is the amazing part two. AB congoers were screaming like crazy for this one. Part one was great but this makes it look like a pile of puke XD

Otakon Doucmentary part 1
http://youtube.com/watch?v=98K5QGLIxMs It's interesting seeing yourself in a different light. Man Jim got everyone in here.

Otakon Documentary part 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=L9iINPhvbio
The triumphant return of SPAAAAAAAACE GHOOOOOST!! Hopefully leading up to the hilarious climax entitled "Ghost meets car!" Yes this was THAT con! XD

oh and the tetris ninjas came back. What til you see this http://youtube.com/watch?v=REhW5CTAVdo

I sing Transformers with Optimus Prime's head
http://youtube.com/watch?v=czen4HPbBiU
If it weren't apparent before, I am officially an idiot XD
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Feb. 15th, 2008 @ 02:06 pm AB just wanted to share this
As many of you know, I am going to AB yet again and am thinking about doing the karaoke competition again.

Take a look at some of the new rules since last year. LOL

4)No flash effects, fog machines, fake blood, spewing liquids, etc.

Goki and myself did strobes the first year, which went over amazing and got us a featured slot in their con newspaper with our pictures and everything. It upped the ante because the next year they wanted karaoke contestants to send in demos unless they were winners from the previous year. (Goki and myself being second place)

The staff loved it and the people loved it. It was different. It didn't hurt anyone and if it was going to we wouldn't have done it.

And the second year we used the fog machine and if anyone would have a problem with it, thwn we simply wouldn't do it. I dunno if anyone complained but quite frankly we warned people as much as humanly possible and again folks loved it and we have even had staffers asking what we would do next.


12)During the contest, no interaction with the judges or the MC is allowed. Contestants may not touch or approach the judge's table. Contestants may not go into the audience or use an audience member in their act. Actions that encourage general audience participation as a whole (such as asking the crowd to clap along to the song) are okay.


Now we weren't the only ones who did this. But we WERE the BIGGEST advocates of it. We both ran through the crowd and Goki has his wireless guitar and again the people loved it. I suppose they wanna get it really back to the essentials of talent and skill which is fine. But I heard somewhere that a new crew took over the contest this year.

That explains the changes.

Glad to see they remember us and we helped shape a part of the con....I guess. (Shrugs) Well it's ok cause it was bound to change and it is safer now anyway if you really wanna go so far as to say it was dangerous LOL but I dunno for the contest stuff it seems like they did everything BUT mention us by name as we were the only guys ever to use effects and whatnot and REALLY go into the crowd like we did.

I wonder what will happen when I show up this year.
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Dec. 4th, 2007 @ 10:00 am Crimson Christian/Lil Blue Super Jew #1 out this week
Current Mood: accomplished
But in the meantime, for those of you who can't get a hard copy right now just go here for the whole book online. http://pcomics.topcities.com/cclb/list.html

This was more of a check list than a website. This was originally sent to Dave and myself from Jim because he wanted us to doublecheck anything that seemed out of place. There IS a mis spelling that Jim brought to my attention last night. See if you can spot it. Wierd the three of us looked through it and none of us picked it out until now. Jim tells me the SECOND printing will be corrected LOL

Dave Pratt
Jim Whaley
Matt Williams

Present a Catomix production in association with Sadistic Monkey Press

The Crimson Christian VS. The Little Blue Super Jew
Round 1:
"A very Crimson Christmas"

Crimson Christian created by Matt Williams

For those of you who will be in the Saratoga area on wednesday December 5th (new comic day AND the first night of Channukah btw) Jim, Dave and myself will be unveiling the book for the first time at Spa City Comics on Phila Street in Saratoga Springs NY. We'll be there for a kind of meet and greet/signing and be there to answer any questions and OR concerns LOL

Little Blue Super Jew created by Mark Olivo and adapted for comics by Dave Pratt and Matt Williams
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Apr. 11th, 2007 @ 08:07 am Oh man stress again AB 2k7 whoot
So remember all those times when I asked for some peace and quiet and a time where I did have anything that I had to do because I was so tired of having a 'rush rush rush' feeling because of all the prepping for every con I went to?

Now do you remember when I had nothing to do how I felt odd because I never had a time where I wasn't 'rush rush rushing'?

Yeah basically I wish there was a nice medium. In the end, I don't think it was simply that I had nothing to do at the time, but it just took me a while to learn to relax. I still felt stressed when I had nothing, as if I actually had something to do. Does this make any sense?

Like I couldn't let my guard down.

I had finally learned to relax when AB came up and AB will be relaxing, don't worry but because it is earlier this year and at the end of my school semester I am going nuts to get on top of things.

And even though my grades are great and I KNOW so cause I spoke to all my teachers and saw all the numbers, I still feel like, since I have always been screwed by teachers in the past, be it because they are a coach too and cater to their sports players or they just like a certain someone better or they dislike you, etc, when I get good grades, and don't hear anything and all is well it feels too good to be true.

Cause let's face it, it usually is. And though I have worked pretty hard, in the end I didn't go balls to the wall the whole semester (meaning no sleep and nothing but studying in my eyes I guess) and though I went nuts this week and I am proud...something is missing and it STILL feels like I am NOT giving 110 percent. And sometimes just cause I get a good grade doesn't mean I LEARN anything from it and when that happens I feel very guilty.

So yeah I'm impatient at the worst times and I just cannot FORCE myself to relax. I want my happy medium

But anyway my point of this journal was that I wanted to say I am sorry to those of you who I'm gonna see at AB for the first time in a while. Be it you lived near me or lived far away, I've had so many relationships to keep up with, it has just been hard. It's sad when You have to go to Boston to see folks who only like a half hour away.

I'm sorry to those of you whom I was close to and lived a tad farther away and I stopped going out of my way to contact you.

I know we all have our stuff to do during the school semester but still....anyway see you all soon.
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Apr. 10th, 2007 @ 07:55 am AB competition heating up for next week
So Goki and myself were allowed in. I knew this as we were invited back but get this, the winners who were invited back get to go first. This will be harder this year as even if we were invited back like I said before it doesn't mean we're better than anyone else. I mean everyone else had to send in demos so they all must be really good. Competition will be fierce. I'm stoked. Gotta do an EXTRA GOOD JOB THEN! ^_^ But there is something else that we MAAAAY have in our favor. The judging this year...IS BEING DONE BY THE CROWD!

Dunno if this is good or bad but it definitely has me VERY excited.

AB is a week away. Wish us luck folks. Gotta get pumped.

We have so much planned. You folks ain't seen nothing yet.

If any of our con buds are there, please come see us and support us. The contest is friday and the time will be listed in the con book. I think they said tentatively 7 to 9 pm friday.
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Apr. 6th, 2007 @ 12:12 pm The Crimson Christian vs. the Little Blue Super Jew comic book link
Current Mood: accomplished
So myself and a friend of mine love to make comics. We had one we and another friend had been working on for the past three years that we FINALLY finished.

He ended up posting all the pages on a web page for me to see and go over with him before he ships me the masters to make copies.

Here is the page:

http://pcomics.topcities.com/cclb/list.html

I drew the fight scenes and a few random panels, the cover and the final page. He drew basically anything else lol And the three of us wrote it.

We actually at some point plan on making an actual website for those who can't actually pick up a copy or just like webcomics better.

It's a christmas themed book and is a tad offensive so if you have strong religious beliefs (tho the book isn't THAT bad but I'm just covering my butt lol) you may not wanna look.

But I wanted to get people's reactions and see if people were as entertained by this as we are.

I will ask that no one contact my friend using that email on the page as he really only put this up for ME to see but I've told him I have been showing folks before it gets released to see what their reactions were.

If you really wanna email him after seeing his actual website and such and give fan support that that's great. He'll love ya for it.

But if you like what he does you can go here and see more

http://pcomics.topcities.com

he has a few works he is doing at the moment and I believe a link to his deviant art page as well.

oh and here is mine just for giggles

http://crimsonchristian.deviantart.com

So far the reactions have been good, which makes us happy as we are quite proud of it.

The art isn't perfect and some drawings were rushed as some scenes were less important than others but it came out quite nice. We never intended for the art to be 'perfect.' We got it done and it looks good so whatever.


I LOOOOOOVE independent comics and any chance I can whenever I am at a convention or any other event where I could get my hands on em, I go nuts.

Kind of a guilty pleasure. I mean the best thing in the world to me is pure, unadulterated art.

It's so awesome to see what is in people's heads sometimes.

Not looking to have my ego stroked or anything by putting the page up, It's done and we aren't going back, we're not looking for art critiques necessarilly just to see if folks like the book as a whole. Also just wanting to spread the love of independent comics.

And of course trying to pimp out my friends stuff as alot of it, I'm either in with him or help him draw, etc, etc
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Mar. 7th, 2007 @ 09:36 am We really DID raise the bar
So I checked my email last night about AnimeBoston right and I get an email from the main guy in charge of the competition.

and in the email he mentions this :"...I also wanted you to know that your not the only applicant that will be having live guitar in the performance. I guess you have inspired a few people last year."

Goki and I really DID raise the bar.

Now I take every performance seriously and I wanted competition and I won't underestimate. I said that all before and still mean it now.

This gets me so excited and makes me so happy that we started something.

Our write up and pictures in the con paper prolly helped too. And all those guys doing this must have gotten inspired by seeing us...that or they said "these guys suck! We could so TOTALLY do better than them."

But guess what? Not only am I gonna make this MY BEST PERFORMANCE TO DATE but I have even more tricks up my sleeve. See, we brought the strobes last year but this year I have other new toys and if you think about it, it isn't hard to figure out.

I wasn't gonna do this originally but I cannot take any chances ^_^ But oh man this rocks! I dunno the feeling that we actually made people's heads turn really is awesome.
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Feb. 23rd, 2007 @ 10:04 am AnimeBoston 2007
So as I said in the last journal, I managed to get alot of stuff done this week. Would have gotten it all done regardless of whether I was hanging with Cait all the time or not but it gave me much more incentive to actually get everything done sooner rather than later and with this, the sooner the better.

Officially Goki and I have now been asked to come back to AnimeBoston to perform. In the competition last year we only made second place, this year we want to go for first most definitely.

The thing is, is that all the winners were invited back to compete and apparently all we winners, raised the bar. Because now new entrants have to send in demos I believe. Not sure how that works exactly but this should make for a very interesting and competitive event which makes me really excited.

I won't underestimate anyone, just because we got a by to the next step doesn't mean we will win.

We have to pull out all the stops and we have just the song for that.

Those of you who were at the Genericon show know exactly what I am talking about.

And by then we have raised enough J rock awareness that even if there was a slim chance people DIDN'T know the song we are doing, enough folks whom WE actually know will be there to help us out.

Crowd participation is a BIG thing with us.

I hope there are some entertaining new comers that give us a run for our money because if we lose, I want it to be surprising and out of no where. I cannot wait to see what kind of talent we have to go up against. It may be harder as we were winners last year I dunno. But if people are professional enough to send in demos, can you honestly believe we'll get any William Hungs?

I doubt it. I'm so looking forward to it.

That and at this con I have a ton of friends whom I will see again. I took care of the room already and contacted the girl whom we stayed with last year and within a day she got right back to me saying that she needed folks and we had slots if we wanted them.

Took care of the ride situtation too so now I get to see Shiva again when we stay with her in her room. I told her that with the company Goki works for, he generally has to go to Boston a good amount of the time and it is all paid for. Goki mentioned to me if he could get out here for the company AB weekend, he will get a free hotel room and he said 'screw it! I'll just invite everyone from our room last year and we'll have a completely free room ^_^"

If that happens we sooo need to party We'll prolly party anyway but with Goki at the helm at least I won't have to worry about 'toning it down' lol

The company even told him to get his work done and then take an early weekend. If we can't get it that good tho, at least we will not have to pay much for the room and I made sure we have it lol

I'll most likely get to hang with Emily (Youji) and Heather (Aya) again.

Maybe I'll get to meet my forum buddy Natsukoarts for more than like a passing 'Hi' as I was leaving lol


I'll hopefully get to see Carly, Jen and Nikki (It's so sad that we have to go out of state to hang when we only live like 45 minutes apart from one another T_T)

I'll of course be hanging with DJ again (I miss em and again same thing, like I only get to see folks at cons and stuff lol)

I'll get to maybe see that Iria, Blink and Marrow and Ed cosplayer Shannon, whom I have seen at many cons and was awe inspired by and have spoken to on aim since.

Some older Genericon and UNY Cosplay Society friends, Martha and Sarah are apparently going. Apparently my two biggest "Teeny bopper" styled fangirls. It will be nice to see them going for the first time.

Oooooh maybe Nadia, Nicole, Philip and all the rest will be there. ^__^


Ohhhh maybe Chloe and Etienne will be there. ^___^

And Kittie even called me a couple days ago and said she missed me and she will be there. It'll be great doing a worm race with her at the rave again.

Oh man I miss people. I never realized how many people you meet at cons. And I sooo hope Cait comes with me. She has never been to AB and it is sooo much fun lol ^_______^


Sadly, we don't know if Kaijuu will even have a panel this year. I feel for them because so many cosplayers (many with good reason) were angry at them for 'taking over' the masquerade. But I tell people that it wasn't Kaijuu's fault, they are cosplayers just like the rest and were also most likely burning up in their outfits. They were just asked to do something, they were kind enough to do it and I highly doubt they realized they were doing anything wrong to the cosplayers who were waiting for so long.

It was AB's idea and it was supposed to be a surprise. If they HAD told the cosplayers, before hand and told them to keep it a secret, do you really think it WOULDN'T get out?

And I am not seeing Vic Mignogna's name on the guest list or Steve Blum. Which is sad because I always miss when guests don't return. Mind you, we still have two months for them to get guests. I thought Vic went every year, but he also went to otakon for a few years straight and then last year went to a different con ota weekend, so maybe he is changing his con habits. Regardless I hope he shows and if Steve came back I would be so stoked.

I may go and see Greg Ayres panel, not because of his VA work but because his DJing is amazing. He was soooo awesome at the Rave last year and he is so cool, he'll just hang out with you.

Not really sure who WILL be there but whatever I wanna go for the atmosphere, the friends whom I missed, the competition, the rave and just a nice short vacation.

So everything is now set and I'm just so surprised that it worked out so well, so fast.

Yay Cait comes home tomorrow ^___________^

And one more thing....I so planned on going to Katsucon this year but Goki and me were so burned out we never checked out when it was lol and then Goki got a call from some folks saying "Dude, are you here at Katsucon?" and he was like "Shiiit is katsucon right now?" LOL
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Feb. 23rd, 2007 @ 10:03 am This week
I've been meaning to write a new entry for a while now. Damn, taking my time and trying to find words sometimes is damn hard lol

Anyway, let's see....ok so Cait comes home tomorrow. Yay for me...I cannot wait to hear all the stories about Ireland and see all the pictures.

Especially can't wait to see what kind of 'liquid refreshments' she brought back ^_^

Honestly I was kinda getting used to not having her here this week. Which was bad because when we first were apart when she left lol we were both really jokingly whiny and as always needy.

I got really emo for like two days, there I said it. What was sad was when I said I was 'used' to it, it was kinda like my time with Cait was some wonderful dream and I woke up. Sure I was still depressed but it was like ACTUALLY WAKING from some dream...in the end there was nothing I could do about it. She was there, I was here.

Sucked cause she wanted to call me and even got a special phone card to do it for overseas stuff but she couldn't get it to work I guess. She contacted me earlier this week from one of the hotels and said it cost an arm and a leg for her to call. Which I figured before she left.

And she barely managed to get on to ANY computer that night so I was lucky to have heard from her then.

I gave her my marvel civil war hoodie to wear all week while she was over there (She likes my scent so I purposely wore the thing all last week, slept in it, etc LOL) and gave her some clothes of mine to wear. I ended up giving her for V day, this necklace with her birthstone on it and it actually matched the color of her dancing dress so she could wear it when she danced and "Keep me close to her heart..." OH MAN That is so corny I am so proud...idiotic romantic from the 50's right here baby! I am awesome!

Man we have been missing each other like crazy this week, but I think lol I definitely felt 'left behind' even if it wasn't her fault. It was more like she told me I deserved to be there...this is something I should have been a part of.

She has done this trip like a billion times too but was still scared to death of planes.

I guess I felt powerless because I felt that I couldn't be by her side all the time and when she was scared I couldn't hold her hand and make it all better.


Ouch being lame again. Sorry, honestly never felt this way before about anyone. I never really brought it up here because I didn't know how to really.

I like being the hopeless romantic and when I say 'hopeless' I mean hopeless.

And to some it maaaay look like I'm a tad wierd but meh...I am wierd of course and wear it as a badge of honor lol but in the end I now have someone who is not only my significant other but my friend too. I mean it is such an awesome feeling. It is so cool I just couldn't put it into words.

I needed to learn tho and I told her this that this thing wasn't about me, it was about her and her good time. At one point I felt terrible simply because she didn't wanna leave, she wanted to take me with her and honestly, she was depressed a tad about going, so I felt bad because it seemed like simply being with me took her away from what she wanted to do.

I felt I was keeping her from being happy and she loves these trips. It shouldn't be something to get depressed about.

Though I'm sure she got over (besides missing me, her phobia of planes I'm sure took precedence to an extent over missing me. Me not being there just worsened it T_T) it as I have and is having a great time. Missing me sure, as I miss her but life goes on. And even if I cannot be a part of that aspect of her life right now and I may at times still feel like an outsider looking in, that is just me. That is just my gaurd kind of still being up a bit in a sense.

In certain ways the same goes for her, but we have literally taught each other how to trust people again. We have seriously come a long way and I am so proud of us.

And besides, even if I am not there this year our time will come. Patience is a virtue as she says and for her...I'm actually willing to learn to have some...honestly...yeah for that girl I would wait forever I think.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that.

I have to admit tho, I envied her because she had so much to do and she kept herself occupied even if she missed me, she didn't have THAT much time to sit there and think about it. With me, I really did lol. Sure school stuff but when u know someone is out having fun, do you really wanna work on school work?

Kinda like I went back to my 'mundane,' everyday life and went back to doing things before I met anyone. 'Existing' instead of 'living.'

Managed to get schoolwork done tho, and alot of other things, which I will talk about in another journal.

Funny thing about that was I never realized how I literally had all the time in the world, I couldn't get motivated to do stuff with Cait gone and then just did stuff anyway. Kind of became a zombie and became numb, which is in a sense, what I wanted.

Like I said 'Existing,' not 'living.'

What was really interesting is I said before I was kinda in a rut because all my projects were pretty much done with until AnimeBoston. So I was kinda wierded out, I didn't know what to do with myself, as I always had some kind of project I was working on, but if I remember correctly, all I wanted was no projects and some time off. I guess I got so used to doing so much that I got addicted to it and didn't know how to adapt to the idea that I had nothing to do.


I was kinda going bored. I mean it was beyond hanging with people, I needed stuff to do, art, music, anything. But right now I felt accomplished and at the same time, I WANTED time off. Really hard to explain, even harder to understand. It's like relaxing and having projects to do are both addictive drugs counteracting each other. I prolly need some kind of medium. I just wanna be on that stage so bad but I also don't wanna have to worry about anything for awhile.


LOL It got bad last night, I realized the week was almost over and Cait would be home soon (tho even tho the week went by fast it also felt like forever) and I was all done with homework for the week, I had nothing to do, and no one was home so I was pacing around, starting to get anxious and I was over thinking again and realizing she was coming home yay ^_^

Then, for the first time in a while, I managed to reach this again. I got in bed, starting reading and was ACTUALLY relaxed. I mean no worrying, no stressing, NOTHING! There have been times recently where I was relaxed again and enjoying it but this was pure, real relaxation. I have been trying to find it forever. I was so 'at peace' I guess...not tired, just relaxed and I said "well it's about fucking time!" LOL

Man it was awesome. I hope I can find a medium and seriously make it last. This week has been interesting tho. Hope Cait comes home soon before I start gettin' anxious again LOL Come home soon and safe kiddo, I miss u

Definitely not the same without ya.


Hmmm...definitely did NOT expect to talk about this for this long, or for the journal to go in this kind of direction...wierd
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